I WAS A DIRTY GIRL, BUT NOW I'M...

                                       SO FRESH & SO CLEAN CLEAN

THE EMPTY "I"

WHO AM I?
THIS QUESTION HAUNTS US, MOST FREQUENTLY ON A SUBTLE LEVEL, THROUGHOUT ALMOST EVERY MOMENT OF OUR DAILY LIVES. TRY AS WE MIGHT, WE CAN'T REALLY FIND AN "I", THOUGH, CAN WE? OUR OPINIONS SHIFT AND OUR RELATIONSHIPS TO OTHERS REFLECT DIFFERENT ASPECTS OF "I." OUR BODIES ARE GOING THROUGH CONSTANT CHANGES. SO WE BEGIN BY LOOKING FOR AN INHERENT "I" THAT CAN'T BE DEFINED BY CIRCUMSTANCES. WE ACT AS IF WE HAD AN "I" TO PROTECT, AVOIDING PAIN AND SEEKING COMFORT AND STABILITY. WHEN PAIN OR DISCOMFORT OCCURS, WE SEEK TO REMOVE OURSELVES FROM IT, AND WHEN SOMETHING PLEASANT OCCURS, WE SEEK TO ATTACH OURSELVES TO IT. THE IMPLICATION HERE IS THAT PAIN AND PLEASURE, COMFORT AND DISCOMFORT, AND SO ON, ARE SOMEHOW EXTRANEOUS TO THIS "I."
WHAT CAN YOU SAY ABOUT "I" THAT IS PERMANENT OR UNCONDITIONED BY EXPERIENCE?

TRANSITORY LIFE

                                                             

MORE OF MY B-MOVIE CLASSICS

LOST WHERE I BELONG

--Dr. Seuss

~KARMA IS A BITCH~

                 YES FERNANDEZ, THIS IS DEDICATED TO THE ONE I 'LOVE'...

~DIRTY PANTIES~ 2

                                                   & I KINDA LIKED IT!!!

"CURIOUSER AND CURIOUSER"... (what the white rabbit said to Alice)

WORDS TO LIVE BY!

~BEAUTIFUL~

SPRAY ME

WHAT I'M LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW...

                                        DEAD MUSICIAN'S AS USUAL!

SKIN

~TEMPTATION~

STILLS FROM "SEXY WIVES SYNDROM"

BREADCRUMBS

THE JOSHUA TREE INN & GRAM PARSONS

THIS IS 'THE JOSHUA TREE INN'. ONE OF THE MOST INSPIRING PLACE'S ON EARTH! THE GOLD PLATED DOOR, THAT THE LATE GREAT 'GRAM PARSONS'... 'COWBOY ANGEL'...'WAYCROSS WAIF'...'PIONEER OF COSMIC AMERICAN MUSIC'... 'COUNTRY ROCK GOD' (although he hated being called that) SANG ABOUT! CAN YOU TELL... I KINDA LIKE, LOVE HIM! ANYHOW, IT'S SO WONDERFUL! I WAS SUPPOSE TO BE THERE THIS WKND & DUE TO UNFORTUNATE CIRCUMSTANCES HAD TO CANCEL MY STAY IN THE INFAMOUS RM #8 LAST MIN. IF YOU WANNA GET AWAY, BE INSPIRED, WRITE SOME KILLER MUSIC, BE 'SAFE AT HOME' OR JUST LISTEN TO THE GHOST OF G.P. WHISPER SWEET NOTHINGS IN YOUR EAR ALL NIGHT... DO YOURSELF A FAVOR AND CHECK IT OUT! BE SURE TO CHECK OUT THEIR WEBSITE & BOOK IN ADVANCE. ENJOY, AND IF YOU GO BE SURE TO TELL MY 'FALLEN ANGEL' I SAID ..........HELLO!                                    

THE NEXT TIME I FALL IN LOVE...

                 IT WILL BE BECAUSE I'M READY, NOT BECAUSE I'M LONELY!

DISCOVER YOU, I DID!

~SIMPLE AND CAREFREE~

CAN YOU RELATE? I WONDER... IF YOU DIDN'T HAVE A NAME, WHO WOULD YOU BE?

BACK IN THE DAYS

JUST HAD THESE PIC'S EMAILED TO ME FROM THE FILM 'DALLAS CONNECTION'. MY HAIR IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE & HOW ABOUT THOSE SPLITS... SHIT I CAN STILL DO THAT... COME ON NOW!

L I F E...

L O V E...

M O R E L O V E

"IT'S IMPOSSIBLE" SAID PRIDE.
"IT'S RISKY" SAID EXPERIENCE.
"IT'S POINTLESS" SAID REASON.
"GIVE IT A TRY" WHISPERED THE HEART.

ONCE UPON A 'HOLGA' DAY...

'DOUBT'

THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO GO AFTER YOUR HUMANITY
THEY'LL TELL YOU THAT THE LIGHT IN YOUR HEART IS A WEAKNESS...
DON'T BELIEVE IT!
IT'S AN OLD TACTIC USED BY CRUEL PEOPLE TO KILL KINDNESS...
ALL IN THE NAME OF VIRTUE
THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH ~LOVE~

THE 3 STAGES OF TRUTH...

1) RIDICULE
2) VIOLENT OPPOSISTION
3) ACCEPTANCE

~NOT SO EASY~